Kids growing up too fast

Today we went to the nice park (Jacksonville Commons). Kaitlin was swing all by herself. She is getting really big too fast. It seem like yesterday that she was just a baby. The other day she said that she wanted to be 16. I'm not ready for all this. I really want her to stay my baby girl forever. I know that we have to let go sometime but I'm not ready. These kids these days are just growing up really fast.

Deployment

Deployment is not easy. For some reson everyone in my family thinks that since my husband is deployed I have all this free time and I can do whatever I wanted to do. It is opposite. I have a whole list of things to do. It might just because it is the summer. Finding stuff to do with little kids is hard to do when you live in a place where there is nothing for little kids. Enough from me. I might come back and leave another message.